wizardpa

I was cuckolded by my wife in 1989 after many years of flirting with the aspect. We both enjoyed the fantasy. This was before I even knew what a cuckold was. It was a slow process, with my wife going clubbing without me. She started to come home with hickeys on her neck. Then in January of 89, she acted completely different, distant. At first she denied having an affair. A month latter she admitted to it, but told me she would not end it. I was devestated. It was no longer a game, it was real. The more I wanted her to end it, the more she drew away, eventually moving out and leaving me and our 2 kids, ages 6 & 8. There was no longer any sex between us, yet she said she still loved me. She was open to me about her relationship with Kenny. She would break up with him and move back home only to move out again to be with him. Sometimes, she would have me help her get ready for her date with him. Sometimes, I'd give her a body massage, with her being naked, before she went to his house. Still no sex between us. One time, she had me shave her pussy with a small shaped V above it, because she said Kenny liked that. There were times she would sneak off and call me from his house, just to talk to me. I was going insane. Whenever I got it in my head that it was over between us, and I needed to move on, she had a knack of knowing it, and would reignite the passion, and love I had for her.
Eventually, 2 and a half years later, her affair ended and she moved back home for good. We have now been married for 25 years. There was more to my story then what I wrote, but basically I want people to be careful what you wish for.
When a women falls in lust with a guy, you will no longer have much of a say in your fantasy anymore. Can you handle that for real.